TOUCHING STORY OF A LESBIAN TURNED BORN AGAIN

Hill grew up in a fatherless home. As early as the age of four,
she experienced gender confusion and felt like she should’ve beena boy. Her next birthday brought sexual abuse which only led to
more misunderstanding.
By six years old, Hill began imitating male tendencies, even standing

over the toilet to urinate. Homosexual desires emerged.
She fondled girls on the playground as a kindergartener.
Homosexual dreams became frequent and Hill felt attracted to
her female friends up until high school. No one knew. A sense of
shame that haunted her since her sexual exploration on the
playground kept her secret a secret.
A chance to share that secret surfaced at Hill’s senior
homecoming when a girl who she had known since middle school
flirted with her. Hill initially rejected the girl.
“That’s gay,” said Hill. “Get out of my face.”
Shortly after, the homosexual desires that had tempted Hill all of
her life enticed her to reconsider.
“This is my chance to try it,” she thought sitting in her bed.
She did. And Hill was hooked.
She loved how it felt to be with a woman. Hill entered a
relationship with her and later into another that lasted a year and
a half. During her second relationship, her partner suggested that
Hill dress like a stud—the female that dresses like a man, taking
on the masculine role in a lesbian relationship.
“As a girl, I was never really called pretty, affirmed or was the
focus attention of males,” said Hill. “When I started to dress that
way and get all this crazy attention from these girls, it became
deeper than lust. It was an addiction to people boosting my self-
esteem.”
By the time Hill had entered another relationship, the conviction of
her lifestyle began to overpower her sexual desires. She attended
church until the age of 10 so God had been instilled in her mind
early. The prayer and encouragement from her friend Taylor and
Cousin Keisha kept God in the back of her mind and in October of
2008, Hill heard God send her a message as she lay in bed—the
same place where she had originally decided to surrender to her
homosexual desires.
“The girl who you’re with will be the death of you,” said Hill
recalling the message. “At that time, my eyes were opened to
that it wasn’t just homosexuality that would be the death of me. It
was my complete and entire lifestyle. It’s not just, ‘You’re gay.
You’re [also] lustful, you’re prideful, you’re a thief, you’re rebellious,
you’re a masturbator and you’re a porn addict.’ I saw all of these
things that deserved Hell and I really believed and saw that God
would be just in sending me there” then,1st Corinthian 6:9-11 (NIV)
 came into my mind,I read it and with tears pouring down my eyes,i knelt
down and begged God for forgiveness, went to church for counseling and
 now,i am FREE